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@lethe oh yeah, genuinely. that's where i've been the past 3-4 days. i'm doing better now. my timeout in the psych ward was honestly so horribly mind-numbingly bad that it's given me infinite gratitude for my life

@unmind @lethe how long where you there for my last stay was two months cause I tried to unalive in the middle. they tried like half a dozen meds.

@georgia @unmind @lethe > unalive
ok zoomer

@lucy @lethe @unmind yes and youre three months older than me

@georgia @lethe @unmind yes

@georgia @lethe i was only there for 3 days. i spent like the first 6 hours looking for a way i could still kill myself there because of how immediately miserable i was getting admitted but i realized if i tried and failed they would keep me longer so i just sat in a corner and stared at a wall for 3 days and i guess in a way that helped

@georgia @lethe i realized talking to my sister that being in the psych ward and having all but one of my possessions taken from me actually could be interpreted as a response to a petition i made a week or so ago for help getting out of the hole i've been in so that also helped knowing i wasn't alone and i was put there by my Mom

@unmind @lethe my mom visited nearly every day for 68 days thats why shes the best mom ever

@georgia @lethe my mom was with me the whole time (not my real mom, the spirit mom, my real mom kinda sucks)

@unmind @lethe like a Mother Goddess type thing?

@georgia @lethe not exactly but something like that

@unmind @lethe based and Shakti pilled

@georgia @lethe Santa Muerte, Saint Death

@unmind @lethe ooooooh I remember reading about Santa Muerte when I was into occult a couple years ago

@georgia @lethe yeah, i don't think of her much as being occult but i know that occult people get really interested in her. she's just my patron saint and a member of my family and she takes care of me

@Hyolobrika @lethe @unmind what's she called